December 2009
22 posts
diamonds do appear to be just like broken glass to...
i’m an awkward girl. people don’t see it they say. but i notice. i notice every little flaw about myself and every weird gesture i have. when i’m with someone i like i studder, or trip on my words. i mean people always tell me that i’m this beautiful girl and when i say really, they get annoyed. but i don’t know if they were one of those kids that was spoiled by both...
i'm driving myself crazy
i’ve gotten so lazy and fat. i really really am starting to hate how I look more then ever. so today i joined a gym be my house and hopefully I’ll be my goal size for prom. <3 That’ll make my life.
so recently
my life has been feeling ridiculously purposeless. Like I want to do something that’ll help people. even if it’s something ridiculous like go build houses in New Orleans. I just wanna feel like I’m doing something. I’m so tired of feeling useless and that I can’t do anything. I really want to help at least one person before I go to college. At least one. That’s...
So right now
i’m obsessed with three things
1. acoustic music
2. blondes
3. dailybooth.com
I’ve realized taking a picture of myself everyday is actually a lot of fun.
WHOS CREEPY?
crankdatriahhx:
I AM! =D
I’m totally NOT reading my exboyfriends psycho exgirlfriend’s xanga. lawl.
kill me.
You are not creepy at all. I am the ultimate keeper. D:
i like writing
so i’m at this weird point in my life that i’ve liked the same person for 11 months or maybe 10 and looking back on our relationship thing. I realized that I’m so glad I fell in love with him. He’s probably the first guy that is totally cool with giving me space but he also is there when I need him. Like when I’m actually genuinely upset he checks up on me and...
Sex is a momentary itch, love never lets you go….Unknown.
Nice Guys Finish Last
i don’t feel like sleeping tonight. haha especially since what happened. alsooo i haven’t done any work at all. another thing i’m gonna mention is that i am actually gonna get in shape. like i’ve realized if i’m going destroy my body with drugs and alcohol might as well look good going down. so i’m gonna do it. i wanna be able to make this one guy grab me and...
rawr i'm a dinosaur
not really. but today i feel like crap and smell like cheap cigarettes.
can’t wait to start working out. <3 YAY gym membership :D
has realized
the one guy she loves doesn’t really care.
and if he does he’ll call.
not text.
that he does.
:D